Kupu

He. He really makes me feel good. Miss him.. Why I couldn’t hear it earlier?

They.. They sometimes fill my emptiness, making me feel like a child again.

But they….they somehow treat me badly… Sometimes I feel awkward while I’m with them…. They happen to make me cry…mo….most of the time.

He…Why not him? Why? He…oo…He…Come to me He…

He is somebody.

He is alive. Suddenly fall for him… but now… why it is now?

He told me what he sees in me… So sweet and sexy. I really miss Kuantan… It is weird… Life is weird… Why must we have a feeling with someone we’re not meant to be? Isn’t it weird? Isn’t it strange?…

Ya we all get a little bit weird sometimes. Ooouaaa..

I’m on the verge of going crazy… and I’m in pain.

While I am figuring out this life…

She… I hate her… She makes me feels ugly… but He saved my day by telling me that I’m smart, kind, sweet, …white..(?) huhuhu… But now he belongs to someone else, and so do I.

Where’s the Kupu? I think it’s in me.

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1 Comment

  1. miza_abdullah said,

    February 9, 2015 at 5:02 pm

    I misss kuantan too…sob3~


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